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Here i am sharing you an interesting part of my book for your review. Please let me know your views for the same.
Next month I have my birthday, barring few relatives and family members and off- course some of our office college will be sooner notified about it and the celebration of one more year of commitment and satisfaction will be rewarded in terms of cake and snacks. And there will be one more year and perhaps couple of more years of same monotonous melodrama. I could clearly imagine the cake and the growing numbers of gone by years mentioned on candles over the cake. 30 is considered an age when all of your friends and colleges are almost settled in life, earning great money, visiting foreign countries, owning new houses and wagons. And most importantly they are married and some of them are blessed with kids where as few still find it vague and ridiculous to plan so early. Parents no more fight with their son and daughter of what they are up to rather their concerns are narrowed down to see them marrying. Unfortunately I don’t fall in any category neither I have a house, wagon and acquired wealth to boast about nor I see a day dream of a sponsored vacation abroad. I am dead sure that even my company would not give a honeymoon vacation either. I have stopped comparing myself with my colleagues, friends and relatives in fact. I really hate then, I really least bother of they are doing and what they are up to but somewhere or else they often raise their concern as what I am up to and where the hell I am working? As if they are really concern about my social and professional upliftment. With every passing days I have attain a position of satisfaction. I have stopped bothering about stupid things, people give me a damn, they hardly care about me and they least bother of their employee or who works for them? My parents have stopped asking the same questions about my future plan, increment, job hopping and marriage etc. our conversation has confined to family etiquette and pseudo concern of each other. This gradual change occurred when they started realizing that I am good for nothing and I am an asshole and I don’t want to grow up in life. Our initial conversation turned into philosophical lectures and sooner into scolding and quarrel that often end up with no result and then they stop discussing it any more. I have nothing to prove my credentials and achievement so they never worried about my marriage. The rest spoilage I did when on a vacation I went to my home and overheard my parent’s discussion over non seriousness of mine. I had turned an eye sore for them. They have friends, colleagues, relatives and neibours to answer their absurd and worthless questions where as I had a different world to live in. my adamant nature out casted me from their surrounding and they felt insulted to have a child like me. I stopped going home and every holiday and vacation has a different meaning to me. I never liked visiting places and enjoying everything rather confined to 24 by 12 feet room. Come rain or shine that my world. For others my life is meaningless whereas I was enjoying my solitude until one day Priyanka entered into my life. People say opposite attracts and that’s true. I still wonder what she liked in me that she enjoys my company when she can get any boy for that matter. Life had a different meaning and we are almost fine tuned with time but sudden change of her behavior and plan often surprises me. When I failed to understand her I stopped being credulous of whatever she does. Our first meeting was almost 3-4 month back when she shifted to my apartment.
Here i am sharing you an interesting part of my book for your review. Please let me know your views for the same.
Next month I have my birthday, barring few relatives and family members and off- course some of our office college will be sooner notified about it and the celebration of one more year of commitment and satisfaction will be rewarded in terms of cake and snacks. And there will be one more year and perhaps couple of more years of same monotonous melodrama. I could clearly imagine the cake and the growing numbers of gone by years mentioned on candles over the cake. 30 is considered an age when all of your friends and colleges are almost settled in life, earning great money, visiting foreign countries, owning new houses and wagons. And most importantly they are married and some of them are blessed with kids where as few still find it vague and ridiculous to plan so early. Parents no more fight with their son and daughter of what they are up to rather their concerns are narrowed down to see them marrying. Unfortunately I don’t fall in any category neither I have a house, wagon and acquired wealth to boast about nor I see a day dream of a sponsored vacation abroad. I am dead sure that even my company would not give a honeymoon vacation either. I have stopped comparing myself with my colleagues, friends and relatives in fact. I really hate then, I really least bother of they are doing and what they are up to but somewhere or else they often raise their concern as what I am up to and where the hell I am working? As if they are really concern about my social and professional upliftment. With every passing days I have attain a position of satisfaction. I have stopped bothering about stupid things, people give me a damn, they hardly care about me and they least bother of their employee or who works for them? My parents have stopped asking the same questions about my future plan, increment, job hopping and marriage etc. our conversation has confined to family etiquette and pseudo concern of each other. This gradual change occurred when they started realizing that I am good for nothing and I am an asshole and I don’t want to grow up in life. Our initial conversation turned into philosophical lectures and sooner into scolding and quarrel that often end up with no result and then they stop discussing it any more. I have nothing to prove my credentials and achievement so they never worried about my marriage. The rest spoilage I did when on a vacation I went to my home and overheard my parent’s discussion over non seriousness of mine. I had turned an eye sore for them. They have friends, colleagues, relatives and neibours to answer their absurd and worthless questions where as I had a different world to live in. my adamant nature out casted me from their surrounding and they felt insulted to have a child like me. I stopped going home and every holiday and vacation has a different meaning to me. I never liked visiting places and enjoying everything rather confined to 24 by 12 feet room. Come rain or shine that my world. For others my life is meaningless whereas I was enjoying my solitude until one day Priyanka entered into my life. People say opposite attracts and that’s true. I still wonder what she liked in me that she enjoys my company when she can get any boy for that matter. Life had a different meaning and we are almost fine tuned with time but sudden change of her behavior and plan often surprises me. When I failed to understand her I stopped being credulous of whatever she does. Our first meeting was almost 3-4 month back when she shifted to my apartment.
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