Gaurav the writer#

IMMOLATION- My journey to imperfection Immolation; a new word added to my dictionary, the meaning might be easy but practice and experience is far away to imbibe it completely. Random thoughts haunting in the mind; at time I am lost and join the queue of looser but no longer I ready to fight back. The feeling of disappointment growing with each passing days; seeing other growing indeed a challenge in itself. Every disapproval makes me realize that enough is enough and perhaps this is not my cup of tea but when I introspect and retrospect, I find no other option but to fight back again. Every night I sleep with tension and worries of gone day and every morning I get up with certain expectation and new hopes. To vent out my frustration of my failure (every single) at time to raise my consideration aligning my experience, knowledge and skills but a fear of not getting any project spine through veins. Perhaps negotiation can be made only with people with similar capacity and I h

आगंतुक कमरे में अचानक उसका आगमन मुझे मेरी निजता में दखलंदाजी के माफिक लगा, हालाँकि वह कमरा हम दोनों के लिए पर्याप्त था लेकिन शायद मुझे अपने कमरे में किसी बिन-बुलाये मेहमान का अचानक आ धमकना नागुजार लग रहा था. संभवता वह रोशनदान के रास्ते कमरे में दाखिल हुई थी और थोडा रुकते और चलते उस अनदेखी पगडण्डी के सहारे वह उस प्रकाश- स्रोत टयूब लाइट तक जा पंहुची . जी हाँ ये एक छोटी छिपकली थी, अनायास ही पड़ी मेरी नज़र ने उसे वापस भेजने का निर्णय ले लिया. पहले- पहल हुल्कारने से जब बात नहीं बनी तो डंडे और झाड़ू से डरा- धमका कर भगाने की कोशिश की. लेकिन शायद इस नए मेहमान ने ऐसे स्वागत की आकांशा भी नहीं की होगी. थोडा बहुत प्रारंभिक प्रयास में सफलता मिलती सी लगी जब वह वापस रोशनदान की तरफ बढ़ी, लेकिन अगले ही पल न जाने उसे क्या सूझा की उसने बाहर जाने के बजाय वापस टयूब लाइट की तरफ दौड़ लगा दी और टयूब लाइट की पट्टी के नीचे घुसकर न सिर्फ अपना स्थान सुरक्षित कर लिया बल्कि मानो सीधे लडाई के लिए चुनौती ही दे डाली. उसने कमरा छोड़ने का निर्णय और मैंने  उसे भगाने का निर्णय टाल दिया. सच कहा जाए तो मैं उससे हार गया था. अब उस

पुरानी यादें और बुरी किस्मत  पुरानी यादों और बुरी किस्मत में एक बड़ी समानता होती है, दोनों आसानी से पीछा नही छोड़ती है और शायद जीवन पर्यन्त गाहे-बेगाहे आपके वर्तमान और भविष्य के स्वर्णिम अवसरों को बरबाद करने कि शक्ति रखती है. कभी-कभी सोचता हूँ कि बुरी चीजों कि प्रकृति और प्रवित्ति इतनी अपरिहार्य सी क्यूँ होती है? काश अच्छाईयों या सौभाग्य कि उमर भी लंबी हो सकती. ना जाने जिंदगी हमें जीवन भर क्या सिखाने में लगी रहती है? मन में आता है कि कहँ दे बस अब और नही लेकिन चाहने मात्र से कल्पनआये और इछ्छआयें भला कहाँ सार्थक होती है. कभी- कभी मेरे सोंच के मायने बदल जाते है और लगता है कि शायद किस्मत कुछ लोगों पर ही मेहरबान होती है या फिर शायद मेरी बुराइयों कि फेहरिस्त थोड़ी लंबी है, सुकून सिर्फ़ यही तक सीमित रह जाता है कि कल सब अच्छा होगा, लेकिन फिर सोचता हूँ कि वर्तमान का अंधकार भविष्य के प्रकाशमान होने का प्रमाण या कल्पना मात्र तो नही हो सकता. कभी ये भी संतुष्टि रहती है कि शायद किस्मत हमें सब कुछ दे दे मगर सबके बाद. फिर सोचता हूँ कि क्या फाय्दा अगर कल सब कुछ अ च्छा भी हो जाए, किस्मत और समय साथ चल

Windows 8 fails to achieve the projected sales of Microsoft despite novelty and promotions. Much awaited and talked about product of MICROSOFT; Windows 8 fails to achieve the projected sales of Microsoft despite novelty and promotions. FEATURES: - Windows 8 is loaded with Panoramic Themes, Keyboard Shortcut for new operating system, ability to support a diversity of screen dimensions, density and resolutions, start screen changes back ground colors, over 35,000 applications, X BOX music service and Windows graphic platform. PROMOTION: - Microsoft explained that internet explorer 10 is the fastest new browser on windows 8. Even best buy (Retailer) invested 50,000 hour of training, to teach its employees about windows 8. Over 40, 00,000 licenses were sold. Over 1,240,000,000 hour of public testing were made. New York Times wrote that windows 8 sales were disappointing. Microsoft blamed it to PC companies for poor performance of windows 8. Fujitsu saw weak PC Sales in 2012 an

If I ask the difference between rich and poor millions and trillions of you will give me nth no. of solution that might have their own significant and ways to prove it right. Yet I might fumble with few of good answers as well. Rich have always the much talked about hot topic, go further and you will find that most of the library or movies are flooded with tricks and ways of making YOU rich. But in fact centuries passed and only abstract knowledge of money and tails of making money remained prevailing and will continue in future. We all wish to be rich and definitely will leave no stone unturned given a chance to make money. My friend and relatives are pine for government job knowing the fact that they can earn more working in corporate rather easy money and some additional makes them crazy to go for it. Millions and trillions put their hard effort to make it worth competitive services not only for the power it consist rather the money it can create as well. Being from a business famil

I saw him going and kept watching until he disappeared from my sight. He was going with empty heart, holding an old folder in his hand, which often reminds me the days when we were student. What he said to me and what I often believed was two different things. Even in college days when we all were busy hanging out and flirting with girls, he was the only guy who never thought anything else except his studies. We were always two different identities even sometime I often feel bad when he came along with me. But deep down somewhere I always believed that he is not a bad guy in fact his attitude often surprises me whenever we were discussing something and we asked for his suggestion he always gave us his well known so called philosophical lecture. Perhaps this is something we often call life, we were amateur and perhaps he was the only guy among us who had seen the world more than we have ever seen. One could easily spot him from a very far place, very thin guy with whitish complexion. He

Galat ya sahi……….poori jindgi nikal jati hai ye samajhne mein. Koi bhi rishta ho dosti ka ya dushmani ka aakhir kyon parkha jata hai sahi aur galat ki kasauti per. Aakhir kyon nahi soch paate hum is sahi aur galat ki paridhi ke bahar ho kar. Hum galat ko sahi kate hai poori jindgi lekin phir bhi galtiyaan hoti to hai. Sahi ya galat ke mapdand per apni aur doosron ki kasauti kab tak parakhte rahenge. Jo humen sahi lagta hai wo doosron ke liye galat ho sakta hai aur jo hamare liye galat ho wo unke liye sahi. Sach poocha jaye to poori jindi chakki ke do paato sahi aur galat ke beech pisti hai. Jitne jyada log utne jyada tareeke sahi aur galat nirdharit karne ke. Maine kuch chaha jo mujhe pata tha mujhe nahi milega uska karan bhi yahi tha sahi aur galat, main jo chahta tha wo galat nahi tha lekin phir bhi sahi to nahi hi thahraya gaya. Hamesha yahi hota raha hai har kisi ke apne tareeke sahi aur galat ka faisla karte rahe hai phir bhala main kise bach pata is chakra se. logon nein mujhe bh