THE LIFE LINE- one more day to live…….

One more suspicion and one more clarification but the prejudice had already been made. Finally upgraded my thesaurus, confrontation, acceptance and remorse has been interchanged with suspicion, guilt, blames and many more catastrophically words and phrases.

Can exile or renouncement be the only solution of our miseries? The barren mind could not produce any better and soon the entire piece of work found its new abode at bin.  Was it money or stability I was wishing to prolong for? Fastidious minds; cursed them and to the god, turmoil soon came to end with a warning note. Could not fathom it, the combinations seem abstruse, the judgment was already made. How long it will prevail?  The adjustment was weird and choices were narrowed.

The bleak out life was searching meaning and importance of it. Screaming responsibilities were dragging me down. Kaleidoscopic view of miseries were indeed a novel candy for great minds and may be some day will be buried in hard bound book; gathering dust in library or may be escape by.  Will they care my story? And does it really matter? The crimson colored sun seeking asylum in the lap of night, shrinking rays, sluggish behavior and dwindling voices were the last remains of passing by day. The assertion of novelty could not console them much rather the only option left to.

With every passing hour; feeling of eviction abated and warded off me one more time. Sit up was the only option to assure seriousness and dexterity at work. The effort bore the fruit, perseverance was noticed. Frugality could not assure my survival for good but deprived me from materialistic joys. Behemoth expenses and their scary faces turned daily nightmare of mine, abrupt halt on cash flow can be a hara-kiri decision to make. Everyone rushed to their places while I was still busy finding the asymmetrical reasons and logic between life and survival. Every passing by neighbor gave me surprised look and few escape by to devoid me with the luxury of their company.   

The last one noticed my presence and the ointment of solace helped to establish the console. I was saved and one more life given to me. I have one more day to live unknowingly what will be tomorrow.